For the Love of Tzeentch

For the Love of Tzeentch

As I grew up in a secular home magic was never my kinda thing. It was something you heard that the really weird (and delusional) kids were doing. Sure, Wicca was becoming more mainstream, but it was still considered as something… well… delusional.

I have always been a gamer though and an avid reader. And I love mythology so… I had always been attracted to stories of the fantastical. I spent my childhood playing games like Baldurs Gate and Diablo, so the 'magical' element has always been present.
    
And on the 17th of August 2016, two years ago today, I was intuitively moved to purchase a Tzeentch Pendant, and at that moment I unintentionally began my Path of Magic, Cunning, and Sorcery. The pendant arrived on August the 23rd, and it all went downhill from there…

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Magick & Progress

Magick & Progress

So, I've been practicing magick constantly for some time now. I just went through seven days of sigilization, and I must say that it feels amazing, just doing something every day. And I've completed the first financial magick ritual, and I am halfway into the second ritual now. I think it's day seven of calling the angels 'who are Metatron'. And I must say, I feel ridiculously at peace. And to boot, I've had this sensation of a presence ever since the day after the Blood Moon. Simply amazing. This entire weekend I've gotten more burning sensations. She is helping me opening up my astral senses, and and is helping me get accustomed to her presence...

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iAwake Infinity Lambda Brainwave Meditation

iAwake Infinity Lambda Brainwave Meditation

So I got this newsletter from iAwake - a business that produces brainwave entrainment tracks. I've listened to some of them and they are really awesome. I am not sure whether they are bineural beats of some sort but... awesome it is. So I got this newsletter with an offer of 20% off from their Infinity tracks:

Infinity is a potent catalyst for spiritual evolution and a groundbreaking leap forward in brainwave entrainment where nothingness and “everythingness” converge into a seamless whole. This revolutionary program guides you into the Lambda state, propelling you to new heights of transcendent consciousness, ineffable stillness, and radiant insight.

Needless to say... I was sold...

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A burning sensation - opening of third eye?

A burning sensation - opening of third eye?

So, last Sunday (the 29th) during the evening we were casually watching TV, and I suddenly got this sensation of a burning stroking touch on top of my head. It felt like heat, but it was not particularly painful. I got the shivers at the base of my skull - the same shivers that I usually get when things get wyrd. The sensation lasted for maybe half a minute...

Unfamiliar with the sensation I asked a mage colleague who is also clairsentient (but way more experienced), and he said that he had experienced similar sensations, also on top of his head. Opening of chackras can feel like burning - he said...

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Losing my head

Losing my head

So, this morning I performed the Headless Rite as outlined by Gordon White, and the Invocation of Belphegore with courtesy of V.K. Jehannum. I had the intention to wake up earlier and perform them before I went to work, but I got up at my regular time. I woke up rested at 6:00. I made myself ready for work, and I still had time…

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Campaigns for 2018

Campaigns for 2018

So, there are a few things I want to achieve this year, and I figured for accountability I should launch a campaign for each of these things, to really mark how important these are to me. I believe that these campaigns and their results are paramount to my further development, not only as a mage or sorceress, but also as a spiritual entity, and a fellow human being.

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For love of self and chaos magic

For love of self and chaos magic

I've been meaning to create a blog for quite some time now. In all honesty, I've had it for over a year now, though I have never really published anything on it. I just now figured out the name of it...

But I have been wanting to share this for so long now, that I finally had to take the plunge. And here I am - unfiltered, unhinged, unashamed.

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