So, I discovered my old digital journals a while back and somehow managed to retrieve the password for them, and I found this entry among them.
I had been reading up on Steve Pavlina's concept of Light-, and Darkworkers at the time. It's really interesting because I feel the same way today some 6-7 years later, as I did when I wrote it. It only shows that this is still the overhead paradigm of my life, and it is amazing that I already back then leaned towards self-love. It's just a shame that life happened and that I forgot all about this for such a long time, only to have to rediscover it again...Read More