Treasure Hunting - Part 2.5

Treasure Hunting - Part 2.5

So, I've recently completed number three out of the 7 Occult Money Rituals by Henry Archer, and I must say that I do feel a tremendous change. I have already begun feeling a shift in my own consciousness in relation to wealth - even more so than before. I feel like I am more at peace, and that the sense of desperation that sometimes arises in tight situations have more or less dissipated.

I can still feel slivers of that desperation from time to time - but the more time that passes I feel it less and less. Instead I am showered with a sense of abundance and prosperity, and an over-all feeling that all will be well anyway. That tells me that the rituals do work as intended. That they have shifted my focus of thought and consciousness. And even when faced with unexpected expenses I do not feel lack or desperation. Only a curious disinterest - soon to be forgotten in the grand scheme of things. Which allows me to focus on more important things... like more magickal experimentation!

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For the Love of Tzeentch

For the Love of Tzeentch

As I grew up in a secular home magic was never my kinda thing. It was something you heard that the really weird (and delusional) kids were doing. Sure, Wicca was becoming more mainstream, but it was still considered as something… well… delusional.

I have always been a gamer though and an avid reader. And I love mythology so… I had always been attracted to stories of the fantastical. I spent my childhood playing games like Baldurs Gate and Diablo, so the 'magical' element has always been present.
    
And on the 17th of August 2016, two years ago today, I was intuitively moved to purchase a Tzeentch Pendant, and at that moment I unintentionally began my Path of Magic, Cunning, and Sorcery. The pendant arrived on August the 23rd, and it all went downhill from there…

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Magick & Progress

Magick & Progress

So, I've been practicing magick constantly for some time now. I just went through seven days of sigilization, and I must say that it feels amazing, just doing something every day. And I've completed the first financial magick ritual, and I am halfway into the second ritual now. I think it's day seven of calling the angels 'who are Metatron'. And I must say, I feel ridiculously at peace. And to boot, I've had this sensation of a presence ever since the day after the Blood Moon. Simply amazing. This entire weekend I've gotten more burning sensations. She is helping me opening up my astral senses, and and is helping me get accustomed to her presence...

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iAwake Infinity Lambda Brainwave Meditation

iAwake Infinity Lambda Brainwave Meditation

So I got this newsletter from iAwake - a business that produces brainwave entrainment tracks. I've listened to some of them and they are really awesome. I am not sure whether they are bineural beats of some sort but... awesome it is. So I got this newsletter with an offer of 20% off from their Infinity tracks:

Infinity is a potent catalyst for spiritual evolution and a groundbreaking leap forward in brainwave entrainment where nothingness and “everythingness” converge into a seamless whole. This revolutionary program guides you into the Lambda state, propelling you to new heights of transcendent consciousness, ineffable stillness, and radiant insight.

Needless to say... I was sold...

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Path of the Darkworker

Path of the Darkworker

So, I discovered my old digital journals a while back and somehow managed to retrieve the password for them, and I found this entry among them.

I had been reading up on Steve Pavlina's concept of Light-, and Darkworkers at the time. It's really interesting because I feel the same way today some 6-7 years later, as I did when I wrote it. It only shows that this is still the overhead paradigm of my life, and it is amazing that I already back then leaned towards self-love. It's just a shame that life happened and that I forgot all about this for such a long time, only to have to rediscover it again...

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Seven sigil shoals for seven days

Seven sigil shoals for seven days

So, I've found myself lacking in the intentioning department lately as normal live comes encroaching on my practice, and I have quite the list of sigils statements that need to be turned into sigil-squiggles instead. So, as an impulse I decided that I should make one shoal of sigils a day, for the rest of this week. That means that by the end of the week I will have made some 60 or so sigils, progressing with my intentions by a lot.

Why sigils then?  Well, sigils are tremendously underestimated as a magickal craft. Sigils are in fact one of the most efficient, most easily accessible, and most stealthy tool in your chaosy magickal toolbox. And they work. If you haven't tried it you might not believe it... but if you've tried it like I have, and then experienced the desired outcome not just once, but several times? Then you would believe that too...

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A burning sensation - opening of third eye?

A burning sensation - opening of third eye?

So, last Sunday (the 29th) during the evening we were casually watching TV, and I suddenly got this sensation of a burning stroking touch on top of my head. It felt like heat, but it was not particularly painful. I got the shivers at the base of my skull - the same shivers that I usually get when things get wyrd. The sensation lasted for maybe half a minute...

Unfamiliar with the sensation I asked a mage colleague who is also clairsentient (but way more experienced), and he said that he had experienced similar sensations, also on top of his head. Opening of chackras can feel like burning - he said...

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Smashing the dials: Post-ritual of the Blood Moon the 27th

Smashing the dials: Post-ritual of the Blood Moon the 27th

The most striking thing that happened after the 27th was that the day after...

I was floored.

It was like the worst hangover I've ever had, except for the lack of previous fun and alcohol consumption... I literary slept through the entire day - something that has not happened to me before unless bedridden with sickness. Now I don't know if it was because of the weather, the heat, or if it was a post-ritual exhaustion... but it was a strange coincidence. The feeling of being hungover stayed with me for two more days...

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The Day of The Blood Moon, the 27th of July

The Day of The Blood Moon, the 27th of July

Rituals that I will perform today. The Blood Moon begins at 21:30 here in Stockholm. The Maximum Eclipse is around 22:20 to the Southeast. All in all, those rituals, in addition to the Letters of Intent that I sent yesterday, will work to deepen my relation not only with Lilith, but with the other Daimons as well. I will perform the Headless rite, because why not? I will also invoke Oumaumau as I've written about, and I am excited of what may come from that.

To be sure, there will be some what-the-fuckery coming from all this... But honestly, what could possibly go wrong...?

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Blood Moon Rising

Blood Moon Rising

"The Moon will gradually get darker and then take on a rusty or blood red color."

Historically full moons have been said to be very powerful for all kinds of weird stuff, and usually signify the end of something (which means leaving room for new things to come), and the blood moon even so. Especially in terms of diablerie and other sinister... stuff. It is not unusual in magickal practices to visualize a blood moon in relation to certain gods/goddesses - so I think it’s a golden opportunity to make petitions or to invoke those entities...

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Letters of Intent

Letters of Intent

So, as a chain of random events and my recent approach of Lilith, wanting to learn all about her that I could, I stumbled upon this forum thread. It's about petitioning her for one of her children as a spiritual companion - which got me intrigued to say the least. Who wouldn't want an astral and spiritual ally standing beside you? One that would help you develop your magickal capacity and capabilities? Oh, I know for sure that I want that...

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Treasure hunting - Part 2

Treasure hunting - Part 2

It's been a while now since my last post, and that is due largely to some major events in my life. Shortly after my first post about Treasure hunting, we were able to sell our apartment with a great deal of profit, and on a standstill market at that! Not only were we also able to find a location that is way better than we could both ever have hoped for, but with the extra cash we were able to purchase a new vehicle, make renovations (at the new place) and make some other needed (and expensive) purchases. It's curious, how Treasure never comes in ways that you really expect them. But come they do.

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Losing my head

Losing my head

So, this morning I performed the Headless Rite as outlined by Gordon White, and the Invocation of Belphegore with courtesy of V.K. Jehannum. I had the intention to wake up earlier and perform them before I went to work, but I got up at my regular time. I woke up rested at 6:00. I made myself ready for work, and I still had time…

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Dream Scares

Dream Scares

My dream scares used to be dinosaurs. Or wolves. The dinosaurs (Yes, you read that right! Dinosaurs! Don't ask me why!) usually chased us at the house where I grew up, and there was a T-rex involved Jurassic park-style, almost every time. They were later replaced by wolves - also chasing me and the others around the vicinity of the house. Or in places where I was alone, like in a dusky forests. Those were some real nightmares.

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The Goodness of a Predatory Stance

The Goodness of a Predatory Stance

It's been a while now since my last post, and this is one that I've been wanting to write for a while now. While it does not have anything in particular to do with either chaos magic or personal development, empowering yourself should always be one of your top priorities. And being strong is simply for The Greater Good...

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Morning Magic

Morning Magic

I am not a morning person. Honestly, I've never been one.

But I do know that those days when I force myself to get up that one hour earlier, I get a lot done. Not specifically in that one hour, but I am then set to be productive for the rest of the day. And I can do things during that one hour that I would otherwise have to do in the evening after work...

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Interpersonal regression

Interpersonal regression

I read a book recently that mentions that when you enter your parent's sphere of influence, you tend to regress to a state similar to how you were when you were still living with them. This got me thinking because I recognize myself so well in that. Whenever I visit my parents I tend to act and behave more like I did when I was growing up and when I was living with them.

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The Lust for Results

The Lust for Results

I like to call it; "desperation magic". It never works. Or rather, it does work. Only not like you wanted it to. In fact, it works just the opposite of what you wanted. When you are practicing magic out the Lust for Results you are actually doing it out of desperation, and you are in truth pushing away that which you want to attract...

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